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The TV Is My Nightlight

by Cu-Cu

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1.
The ghosts of this house Never haunt me in my sleep They only haunt you And I hear them gossip every night About the way I write my songs And the method of how your mouth moves There’s an alarm that chimes along In my toes and in your heart And we are light bulbs for this room We can lie to our bosses To the ones who held you down And gave you living proof But you run out of excuses You run out of excuses They play air guitar without the song And drink champagne with a straw They sleep and dream in a bathtub And the luxury is sickening I’m questioning reality It scares me They mock us on our routine lives And how we drive into the night With a radio and a cup of coffee And maybe I’ll finally understand The stress that I hold in the palm of my hand Is nothing but fallacy And you run out of excuses You run out of excuses At night the forest grows with noise The ghosts I kept will be destroyed They’ll leave me in the house tonight And I’ll sleep so silent next to you I won’t wake up until it’s time to choose The reason I took flight to get here It was hard enough to sing Now it’s even harder to say That maybe I’m a little bit older And ready for your aching hands To push my back to understand That we were finally wrong And you run out of excuses You run out of excuses
2.
Call me blind Hell, call me dead I bottle all the bad ideas in my head I want to read you What I’m really made of If a word grows off of my nose Don’t make me read it out loud Fictional stories Aren’t history books And I won’t scream For the highest bid That’s why I experienced everything my parents did They drove me around Showed me what the city was made of If I could be king, and you could be queen We could fix up the failure with decent love Fictional stories Aren’t history books A fictional story A history book You’re a fictional story I’m a history book Slapped in the face By my ancestors They called me ugly and they called me fat Tied my shoes, ran out the door And never looked back I call your house feeling skeptical Tell you life is better when you’re beautiful Fictional stories Aren’t history books A fictional story A history book And you’re a fictional story Cuz I’m a history book
3.
It’s Friday night Let’s clear our heads We’re gonna do something We’ll never do again So go get the shovels Hiding in the sheds We’re gonna bring out the music We’re gonna wake up the dead We’ll be waking up the dead When the music gets louder They’ll come out of their beds And when it gets softer They’ll wanna sing instead Now don’t tell your parents And don’t tell your friends That we’ll be in the graveyard Waking up the dead We’ll be waking up the dead It’s Friday night Let’s clear our heads We’re gonna do something We’ll never do again Now don’t tell your parents And don’t tell your friends That we’ll be in the graveyard Waking up the dead We’ll be waking up the dead
4.
I was born in a mansion With my hands folded in two I would crawl to the courtyard It was the only thing I could do My parents were lovable gamblers Drinking liquor after noon Dressed up as cowboys and indians Spitting their sorrow at the moon I was raised on dry ice Dad put on wigs and mom banged a drum We muted the TV for Van Halen Mouthing the words for years to come In my dreams, I thought we were at war At the door, a priest and a nun Came to bathe me for my background And lift my green eyes to the sun I was lifted into the new world With words I never understood I was the lap dog for the mountain And I knew I had to leave for good I found a night school for my wanting Of knowing how rich men died for tea The gate was unlocked and I ran soundly Into the streets of my enemy
5.
Bones 03:40
There’s a new feeling in my bones Everything suddenly feels wrong But it’s going away And it feels too late You’re uncovering it all When your blood is dried, we feel a lot older Climb the stairs to the one you love And dig out all the bad news from the your hometown’s history And your eyes are little murder statements killing me When you’ve been to the swamp and back, you don’t forget First kiss of adventure makes you wonder Am I even cut out for this yet There’s a new feeling in my bones Everything somehow goes on
6.
Horn Section 02:51
There must be misdirection To something that happened To all of us at one time Or maybe another But the bitches of books will rise Up from the daylight And interview the therapists For the president’s daughter I could have been a TV man For some young traveler Splitting your limbs of wood Churning your fire And birds flirt with the sky And dogs bark for their prize People lie a legend People get hurt I didn’t say that you were wrong I had the notion that you were strong Well, maybe not that strong But stronger that her The parade smelled just like kids Who lost all that they could give Candy grabbing, kicking feet Telephone wires I shot in the wrong direction And you got lucky with the horn section I didn’t know that you required A sexual aggression And the trumpet blared so loud And the tuba drew a steady crowd People are easy People get hurt
7.
Softly speaking for girls of the night Take off our conscience like blackbirds in lamplight You were no one, I was the afterlife Wanna kiss the wrong side of the bed You and him are kissing in my head You were nineteen, you didn’t know anything But that’s understandable That’s understandable Cooking the winter with video games The night gets so useless cuz we’re all the same We have no one but our own souls to blame Celebrity gossip gets closer to fact The thought of you laughing made me turn my back You were nineteen, you couldn’t see anything But that’s understandable That’s understandable Digging potholes for worms in the dirt We’re feeling all the heartbeats, we’re feeling all the hurt I was young and you were a pervert Making way for the waves in an ocean In your dreams, you go through all the motions You were sixteen, you weren’t in love with me But that’s understandable That’s understandable
8.
Dewey Do It 04:30
My sky of surrender was built up by Black thoughts of the unknown desires Of getting caught in the rain with the right to live And the right to make up for walking in late On the things I should've done three years ago When I still had my bravery below me When the town is in love and irresistible I am hiding from nothing I’m a Dewey-do-it but I never did it You’ve got the wrong idea if you think I’ll never do it Kids are throwing trash in the old park down the street And the teenagers imitate the movie stars Smoking cigarettes and stealing from the candy dish It’s always cooler than what is on a silver screen I could swim forever if I wanted to But the salt in my eyes and the water up my nose Will make me shrivel like a sponge inside That’s where I’d rather be anyways I’m a Dewey-do-it but I never did it You’ve got to be kidding if you think I’ll never do it I’m a Dewey-do-it but I’ll never do it If I was born and bred again, I would jump right in But overall I would begin to make it better for my friends By giving all I have within and make a picnic out of it The grinding of nails under my teeth Lines up with the drums of my heartbeat They march my legs back to food and sleep And back to a girl with a ghost inside of her Every twitch is snipped like an owl’s wing Every word invisible is growing I need to shut up and cut up the old biography And work to write a new one eventually I’m a Dewey-do-it but I never did it You’ve got the wrong idea if you think I’ll never do it I’m a Dewey-do-it but I’ll never do it
9.
You’ve got your own fears And I’ve got mine going nowhere And we don’t know how to feel I take control of my father’s boat And tighten my lifejacket to my throat And you take the breath of me The sun lies on top of the river But I will wait with the moon You always told the wrong jokes And I kept falling for them And we should stop talking to each other But I got cold and you got sold School’s out for summer and we’re out forever And I was sure you didn’t know a thing The sun will hide behind the mountain Like a dog will howl to the moon Love is killing everyone And the air is freezing our fingers And I’m amazed by what it has done I should know the direction home But that’s one thing that I’ll never know And that’s a job for someone who isn’t me The sun may shine on my freckles But I am not the moon
10.
I’ll take the hallway up from here And wrestle anything that moves me A night that swallows all my fears With naked skeletons and candy Turns to day behind the blinds And the birds make seasick music It was thrown into the sky Up for anyone to use it These dreams will never mean anything With the sleep that I’m not getting In a town of unloved everything The dogs kept barking up the street Making summers feel empty A footfall from beyond belief Makes the leaves fall from an old tree Paralyzed, paralyzed With the birds that make the music Turn to dust, blown in my eyes Up for anyone to view it These dreams will never mean anything With the sleep that I’m not getting In a town of unloved everything I’ll take the sidewalk for the street And hide my ears from people passing The birds and boats below my feet Make my left brain turn to acting Like I was part of the choir And the birds make seasick music Big brass front man lights a fire Up for anyone to use it These dreams will never mean anything With the sleep that I’m not getting In a room of unmoved anything These dreams will never mean anything With the sleep that I’m not getting In a town of unloved everything And the birds make seasick music The birds make seasick music They make me sick
11.
Baseball 04:44
Kids don’t play with guns anymore They only wanna play baseball And parents keep statistics and faces on the door Reminding me not to come around or call Meet on the grass and bring your father’s glove And kill the time watching sunrise Talking talking talking, they’re all afraid of me A neighbor who deserves the buzzing of the fruit flies They’re all killing ranks Higher than the skills of thanks A game of baseball Will leave me home tonight Indiana Jones was not afraid of snakes He only wanted some attention From the women that he tried to sleep with earlier Facial expressions don’t get ahead of him But he tried Yeah I tried I bought a nice car Convertible to your ass I tried telling you that I was a child Approaching your position on the playground grass I’m a creep without a credit card The sidewalk pigeon's thunderstruck They always told me life was hard But I couldn’t give a flying fuck Cold, no video, the weekend’s lonelier When you open up a box of sunrise Tonight you’re gonna go to bed without a prayer Forgetting the fact that I’m in town tonight Is a child molester the same thing as a crook If that’s a case, I’m sorry Just don’t kill me
12.
We will try to live another night Before our voices are doomed to die Press the buttons just to close my eyes To dream of you tonight In this house that is never filled With perfect lovers but bugs to kill The basement floods with my father’s will And drowns the black in white In the middle of your rock 'n roll All the crowd control Will leave you dead in the mud To burn with your bag of gold On the road, you are all alone There is no home It’s only you and the band And we will try to live another life Without telling the same joke twice To everyone who could care less and lie A legend of their own I’ve got junk books and garbage cans To fill to make me be the older man And realize that what I had in plan Will name me the unknown In the middle of a record store Prisoners of war Will leave you dead in the sand To understand who mattered before On the road, you are all alone All the fans went home It’s only you and the band Singing “Oh!”
13.
Witches Brew 04:07
Everyone is dead that I don’t want to be When you’re looking for some new brutality A cemetery’s not enough to make you swim with thought That I may not be around by the time you’re a frown On the face of someone who’s waiting for someone I’m in a witches brew I’m mixed in there with you And it’s cold again You’re not healthy with anything Show your back on TV Show me what you really are I am scooping out the brains of someone else A body that’s fastened with anything but bullshit She is looking in my skull that’s opening She sees not what I crave But what I want to eat tonight The black cats of the South pick fights with the North They’re not superstitious at all Zigzag with their paws They’re looking like diamonds on the hull They’re looking like snow on the water You couldn’t be more distant I was waking up with someone cold like me We don’t want to hide our fake feelings inside The naked South meets the Northern deadbeat Fully clothed in his skin and not so different I’m stuck in a witches brew I’m all stuck in there with you But we won’t have to wait for something changing Maybe if you learned to grow up Maybe we can get through

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All songs written & performed by Miles George
2006-2008
Recorded, mixed & mastered by Robbie Allen

I would like to thank my family, friends and foes that have supported me for such a long time.

I would also like to thank cops for chasing robbers and robbers for giving cops a job to do.

For Liz.

Copyright © 2009 All Rights Reserved

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released March 6, 2009

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Cu-Cu Rochester, New York

Miles George aka Cu-Cu has been writing & recording songs since he was 10. From 2006 to 2020, Cu-Cu has released 7 full length albums, 2 EPs and a whole batch of throwaways. His integration of electronic pop and indie rock has made his music catalog diverse in many ways. He plays shows every now & then, but mainly plays for whoever's in the room at the time. ... more

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